I'm so pathetic right now.
I'm waiting for my senior's friend, who is currently based in uk, to reply my email.
And she hasn't ):
I feel so bad for imposing on her.
My situation goes like this: I need to go to uk.
It's a need, not a want.
And i need help.
Because my mum can't seem to stop having her imagination run while should i travel to uk alone.
I think i should be independent.
But apparently my brother thinks i'm being too rash if i tried to do everything myself.
I must be the toad in the deepest well.
Just wait till feb, i'll proudly declare that i have travelled independently.
The to-do list is cluttered with all sorts of 'Must'.
E.g. I must get a vaccination, I must check the travel guide, I must prepare for my trip and interview, I must ask around who's going to uk, I must prepare for my jan sat, I must do this and that etc...
Post-exam days doesn't seem any less stressful than jc 2 life.