im blogging now just for the sake of updating.
when i've got nothing much to blog about..
on a happier note, i actually found out something today and it was quite surprising
but i wouldn't really like to say it here cause my blog is public and i don't want to have it published and...
all the troubles begin. (self-censorship? ok trying too hard for gp)
im online to do gp research essay and alas, spending so much time on it doesn't seem to pay off.
i only came up with topic sentences of 4 paragraphs and oh, im stuck.
we had this debate during gp lesson today and i was (forced to be) one of the speakers.
obviously i got kind of tongue-tied again when i ran out of help from the script i prepared.
argh.
i really can't help it! no matter how much i tried to think of something (sensible of cos) to say.
some things i really can't help it. (and ended up muttering nonsense which i didn't know what i was actually talking about)
E.g. i came online trying to do my work but ended up visiting other people's blog.
And having nothing to write for gp is another.
Plus playing like so idiot during my cca too.
So much for today. Well, at least i get to savour 2 species of my fav mushroom today.
And that should, hopefully, clear my woes.
I've been kinda restless these few days. I cant even get myself to finish what i planned to do. I squandered away most of my time in a daze. WHY??!! I really hate myself.
Ok back to my post for today.
Going back to Anderson Sec on Friday was a nostalgic experience for me.
I missed the school like mad; and i only realised when i went back.
(quite embarassing to say, sometimes it bring tears to my eyes that i was leaving the place i left all my memories behind. Can't believe i'm actually so emotional)
(apologises to sl and pt for making them wait a long long time for me)

Back to where we were two years ago..
Once again taking photos in the toilet...
Once again i'm the one who takes the camera...
And having a bad estimation- so you can only see sl's eye and mouth.
And i should be right to say that my neck is the most flexible among them all.

My fringe is in a mess.
Ok this time pt is the most successful in acting like someone..
We planned to go back to anderson sec once more after promos in our and sec uniform((: (Provided i can find my pinafore first.) We actually went around and disturbed our mr chye in his lesson. And we did receive a terrible shock when we saw .... sth in the classroom.. (btr nt say here)
This post must have sounded quite emo. But it's not!! I need to look forward and put the past behind... And perhaps i'm happier to say that my current class is more bonded than some of my previous classes which i've been in for two years(:
Those who are more observant will notice sth more than what it appears in my previous post.
I'm sad- not because i can't get used to jc life or what.
But because the past was wonderful
The following is a short account of my vibrant and crazy upper secondary school life.
Those silly fights over whose elbow pushed beyond boundaries;
the childish conflicts over who was the real copycat;
our numerous shopping trips and photo taking;
proudly declaring a war with wen shen- armed with mirrors;
how we interrupted lessons with our crazy jokes;
how pt and i used to miss nearly every pe lesson and afternoon assembly;
how pt, sl and i used to pull yu sheng's ears;
the way we fought hard to snatch a seat from twins in the geography room (and we always emerged victorious);
how we used to step on each other's shoes;
how we laughed at yu sheng's bigger-than-normal ears;
the way we gossiped about the thief in our class;
how pt and i drew our chem teacher and exhibited the portraits of her;
how sl and i debated over who was skinnier (fine i'm);
fighting over the title of 'high quality eraser';
bringing all the red stuff to counter the curse;
imitating teachers' style;
coming up with stories of mayonnaise and cai ji chicken rice uncle and the western rice uncle;
stories of krishnan and susheela, stories of pink golem and ba zhang (yes its dumpling), stories of teachers;
Where we spent every recess together joking, laughing, talking and imagining...
And cunningly took photos of each other in the worst shot,
And lots more...
All these weave together to form a beautiful and everlasting memory...
It's been quite a while since i last seen my buddies
Finally
im getting to see them on
saturday! ~
Each day passes so fast and i rarely have time to blog
Even so,
i'l try to update any photos taken on sat when i can (:
Long ago, i used to have less worries
So naturally i was happier than i am now
Oh, perhaps i was sad only when i bickered with my friends
My silly accounts of everything seems so foolish now
I get it now why some people want to destroy their diaries
Sigh...
Er...
Random post?
A bit erratic today
But
i'd better return back to what i used to be..
LolEnd of post (:
逆境中生存会更坚强?