I decided to change my blogskin to something that is neater. Navigate by clicking on the different blocks on the picture.

I shall update my blog more often, now that I got more time..

My emotions have been going through a roller-coaster ride.
At times, I am contented with all that I have.
Sometimes, I am jolted back to reality when I recall that failure.
It's been some time and I still can't get over it..
Probably not many others can feel the pain I'm experiencing.
It's probably a raw wound; one that threatens to burn my mental strength gradually.

On the flip side, I've been thinking about other things in life.
For now and perhaps later, I don't want to get into a relationship as I don't see a need to.
And why should our lives be dictated by others?
But the truth is that most things we do are decided by others.
Our university courses, jobs, opportunities, etc.

I find myself growingly disillusioned with everything.
But this is life.

Chern Ping
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