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It's late. I just wanted to get to sleep.
As I closed my eyes and started to drift into my dreamland, the same scenario plays in front of me:
A series of loud, fast and rude images stir into your mind
blasting into your head and bursting into a kaileidoscope of lights;
you struggle but you are unable to move any part of your body,
you scream but no voice comes out;
you try to grab someone for help;
but you can't even lift your arms;
you suddenly see the room- for real or a figment of your imagination?
and it goes again, images of gore and horrendous scenes play in your mind.
and scenes you wouldnt even wanted to imagine with a normal state of mind;
you feel desperate and helpless;
once more the most feared situation is replaying.
a cacophony of sounds slams into your ears...
and the feeling is unbearable..

By then, i have to rely on myself to break out of this.
I try hard to wake up each time and when i manage to do so, the situation repeats when i fall asleep
I have to grab something, usually my sister's arm before i can sleep properly.

And all the above isn't cooked up, it's true.
Which is why i still chose to shun horror movies.

Labels: nightmares?

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